Is a bad idea!
I write silly things.
Like this!
Healing from the Yellow Flower Essence (paullambillion.com) and Ray Focus from time to time (the spirit guides suggested I focus on this colour, and for once, lol. I listened):
What a lovely week it's been! I have had a chance to rethink my career totally, as a performer, singing teacher, teacher of music theory, teacher of languages even! I have gone from feeling totally unconfident (not a word? I like it though) as a performer, teacher, and general person, to revising my Japanese, learning totally new things about Japanese language and culture, and indigenous (Ainu) Japanese culture, deciding to raise my expectations and make sure my lack of confidence doesn't result in me working for free too much, undercharging people etc. I was telling myself that I would increase my prices once I improved in ability, but also charging higher (although not too high!) can really help to buy in resources, motivate me to do a better job and maybe, as my teacher has said, people don't value your work if you do it for free.
I am determined to get back into professional performing, teaching, workshop leading and maybe healing/therapy with a bang - and produce the highest quality work that I possibly can, learning new skills, never feeling or saying to myself - 'This is an area of study in which I am weak'. Because if I let that idea dominate, my thought becomes reality as I start to avoid that subject, and thus my ability degrades through avoiding dealing with it. Also, I have to commit the time. Although the universe often puts the most important things in my path, it's important to strive to create the life I want, and also fun! I am resolving to stand up for myself more, whilst still being sensitive to others.
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